My Secret Garden

Wednesday, May 6, 2009, 6:52 AM

Today i shall start a small story bout my family - my youngest sister... she is 10 yrs old this yr... i reali dun know can use wat word to describe her... she is more and more rude to the whole family members especially to me... I dun know y she is becoming like this when more and more older... Like today, for example; my mum tell me something about her den yet she can give such a remarks like y you want to tell "other people" but this? Koaz... wat the fuck? who is "other people" obviously she is saying me... i damn angry... i shout at her... who is other people?.. she just give me a stupid face.. which make me damn pissed off... even worst is tat... my dad say who is other ppl? she is your sister ok... she say in a yaya attitude tat i rather call a pig or a dog sister also dun wan to call her!!! wah.. my blood reali boil when i heard tat...ask you all ar... will your sister or brother of your own family member say that to you?!! den i stand up and slap her... den she cry... normally when me or my mum hit her, my dad will scold us de... cos he dote on her very much... but today after i hit her, he very angry too... he hit her also... den he shout at her to throw away her spec as no point to study so much since she nv even learn simple manners in school at all? and he even slammed the chair to the door... Frankly speaking, this is the 1st time in my whole life seeing my dad hit her... we all reali got a shock....after tat she ignore my mum when my mum tok to her... she very angry with everyone in the family..den she just wrote lines in a slip of paper to communicate with my mum... den she go inside the room to scribble something in a paper...when she went to sleep... i go and check wat she had scribble... she wrote in a paper saying "I hate you all!! Dun care about me!! I swear i dun ever wan see you all again!! Go and die la!! Dun touch me and my things ever!!".. will a 10 yrs old little girl said all these? reali very scary lo..So my mum now is looking for a counsellor for her lo.. hope it helps abit...I reali dun understand at all... my dad is very old le and he is sick... y cant she be more understanding and dun make him angry lei?he reali cant take any blow le... Actually everyday quarrel with her, but infact i am quite sad bout it... dun know how to stop all this?... my dad yesterday just told me no matter how bad or good she is, she is still your sister... next time when we die, she need you to take care of her de... cannot give up on her.. but seeing her in this way how am i gg to teach? she sure will mix with bad accompany de.. now very hard to teach le, so when she goes into teenager, it will be even more worst... lol .. haiz...Actually the way she is becoming now, i can say most of the problem lies in my dad... cos since young, he keep saying she still small... den he keep dun scold or hit her... he cant bear to hit her... thats y she tot my dad very pampered her de... and even when she naughty my mum hit her, she cry, my dad would quarrel with my mum infront of her... thats y she got the thinking that my dad would support her no matter wat... so now all become like this, who can i blame but my dad? but what can i say after all? Though he's just my step father, but he support me through my studies and my give me money... As a step father he had done his part... That's y i am truly grateful to him thought he is quite fierce at times....

The Lil' Angel